Guilty!!!

Yesterday was one of my best friends' wedding. Her name is Ashreen and she is Malaysian. The funny thing is that we both have same birthday. I was so eager to attend her wedding but according to some stupid thing that i did, i couldn't make it. Here is why. Me and the other three girls are planning to go together. They said they will go at 5pm but till 5:15pm they didn't reply my sms. I got furious when someone doesn't reply my sms. So, i make an excuse not to go. So, i told them that i had an accident, got hit by motorcycle. And i thought they wouldn't take it seriously. But it turns out, one of the friends got so worried and tell other guys to go and check me up. She even asked one guy to come and pick me up with car coz i told her that i couldn't walk and go to clinic. So, i told that guy not to come coz i m fine. After few minutes, all the guys came to me room and see my situation. Then again, i lied to them. After that i went to sleep, and some guys came and asked me of my wound. But i was so sleeping and didnt even answer them properly. How rude of me! I deceived their friendship. I thought they wont take it seriously but turned out they care me a lot more than i had expected. I feel guilty. At that moment i realized that they are there for me if something happens. This is what real friend does. I still afraid to tell them the truth. I swear i would never hurt their trust. I just want to say i m so sorry.

And Ashreen, Congrats and may u have a blessing life. I really appreciate your invite but couldn't make it. I m really sorry for that too. Hope u could understand me. See you around. Take care.